We did it! On so many levels! Bill and I made it through this school year. We made it through Billy's grade school years. Today I made Jello for the all school/ end of the year picnic. Jello for a potluck at Bill's work. I also cooked a fish head. Dinner in my kitchen cooked by me ( I smiled and said a thankful prayer with a smile!) I didn't get to spend as much time as I wanted to at home today, but Bill and I had date night. Grocery shopping this time :) Tomorrow the plan is to head to Minto and spend the week there with the kids. Bill has to work. My hope is for rhubarb and more rhubarb! Maybe a late night baseball game, this time I will play and not just watch! I will bring a good book or two (or borrow one from the lodge). I will make a campfire and smell like smoke afterwards. I will relax and enjoy the village life, I will think of my mom and visit her gravesite. I will spend time with my dad and be patient with my uncles. But mostly, mostly I will LIVE and breathe. Life is... that moment when you realize you haven't looked to see what time it is for more than 4 hours and you don't care... love you, love me, love you, love me. (PS, I just noticed I'm looking to tomorrow and feeling blessed living in this moment!)
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