So it's been very difficult to put into words my feelings lately. On bad days, I'm scared they won't end, on good days, I'm scared they will end. Lately, I've been having good days. Crappy chemo over, YES! CT scan clear, YES!
Today I was reminded of a time right after I was diagnosed this second time. I was having a rough night. A hot flash, night sweats. I was in the middle of sleep. I raised my hands, praise. Praise. Praise. Then, fell back asleep. Today driving to my sisters I was listening to music, feeling, WONDERFUL, Praise. Praise, praise. This is what it is like to worship God through the good and the bad. To be content in all things. I am so blessed! Love you, love me, love you, love me!
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