3.9.13 Saturday, Saturday

I love Saturday mornings. I love Saturdays. I can eat my cereal and drink my coffee, cozy in my bed... The sun has been shining both outside and inside my heart. My heart soars! Soars to think of the long winter almost over and all that I have come through in the last 6 (WOW!) 6 months! I am a fighter and at this MOMENT, so very proud of what God has done, what He has allowed me to go through. What He has brought me through.

So lately, my struggle with my identity in this world continues. I was told that going through this and coming out the other side, people have then the fight of now what?? I smile. This is where I am. I am enjoying life so much more. I enjoy each smile, the sound of my kids laughter, my husband's wittiness and the sound of his breathing while he sleeps. (By the way the baby is now sleeping in her own bed!) I was baking cupcakes, before and sometimes even during this fight, and that is what has gotten me down. I tend to compare myself to others and what I can't do. I have to remind myself on a daily basis, God created me Rhonda. He didn't create two people the same, I am not so-and-so who has a thriving cupcakery in Los Angeles. I am Rhonda, I bake, I create and where God takes that, if He takes that somewhere I will go. But my job now is to listen to bake for family and friends for the love of baking! It's a journey, that's what's it's always, ALWAYS been about a journey through... LIFE! Love you, love me, love you, love me.