I'm not sure WHERE to start, or continue this blog, but wherever I do, it will be fabulous!!!
The kids are in school. Liz got a late start today. I had a rough night. Insomnia. Which is weird, cause I haven't had this side effect in some time. Went to bed a bit earlier than usual, woke up an hour or so later. Then back to bed and about 3AM just could not fully get back to sleep. I'd fall asleep and dream and then suddenly wake up. This went on for hours. And all the while I was thinking of this blog and how far behind I've been on it. Everyday I think of new things, experiences to share, here. But it gets set aside when the time comes to write.
Since the loss of my laptop (I sigh), this, blogging has been difficult. I have to come out into the living room to write and I dunno, I guess I feel somewhat exposed. Crazy, because this will be out in the open anyhow. And this blog started out for my kids, so they could see and hear in my mind what I was thinking as I go through this process, this diagnosis. I have said from the begining I want to be as open as possible with them. I want to be honest with them about as much as possible. I don't want things sugar coated, but I don't want all gloom and doom either. So that is this, here and now.
Love you, love me, love you, love me!
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