Monday, December 30, 2013
12.30.13 Ups and Downs
So my last treatment was December 24, Tuesday. I'm almost a week out. It's the middle of the night. Durning my treatment weeks I sleep alot, then a little less and and litttle less until I feel pretty back to normal. Right now I'm feeling okay. Kinda glad to be awake while it is quiet and I can hear my thoughts. I go through these fazes at night as I head to sleep, do I want to sleep? Do I want to stay awake? My body is so drained. Mornings (and I know I have said this before) are the best. I have coffee, feel practically normal. My treatment plans were to end mid January. This may change. I've come to realize that and accept it. I can only do, what I can only do today. And at this moment that is to blog, maybe search the internet and enjoy this moment that I have now. I've been thinking about New Years Resolutions and for me this year, I'm going to do two things. Each month I'm going to try something new. Something that I've always wanted to and I want to give back if I can. The second thing is, I"m going to give up saying "Whatever, I don't care" instead I will replace it with, "Ok, God, I trust you. Show me what to do. I have a ton of craft projects and a few other posts to catch up on. Love you. Love me. Love you. Love me.
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Aw Rhonda! I miss you! Next time I make it to Anchorage, I would like to visit. Me and Lelly can bake cookies.
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