2.11.14 cellular, journey, success, failure

Finally able to access my blog with my celly. So you are all on a new adventure with me! The last week has been very tiring for me, and still yet very exciting as I am anticipating this gem off from treatments! Today I BAKED! Strawberry shortcake scones and cornbread. I savored every bite. It was so good! I also did some homework with my Liz! Such small feats are no longer meaningless to me! They sat my heart to soar! I visited with friends, and my day is not over!!! I am so blessed to be sitting up in bed enjoying life, friends, family and baking! I also made turkey soup for dinner. I've been thinking about journeys in life and I first have to say I AM A BELIEVER in each of us having an ultimate journey. Heaven or hell. But as we make our journey, we take steps and each small step is a journey. Baking a cake, writing a blog, hugging a kid, seeing a patient. All little steps. I have friends and family that are on a path to sobriety and those who have yet to take that first step, I tell them, it will come, your time will come. I. Relieve this is for everyone. My journeys steps lately have rounded back into who am I? What is my step today? I have a fear, not of failing but of succeeding. I'm scared if I succeed I will have to continue to succeed. But today I would rather try and try and try and succeed, and fail. Rather than to not try at all. I love life!!! Love you, love me, love you, love me!