Relationships

Had a good day, for the most part, loving the rain. ;) I actually am! I went to the Farmer's Market in the rain. I got some wonderful veggies to make a salad and it was WONDERFUL! I talked a little about wearing others down last night, and again this fear comes to me. I'm not sure how or what to do with cancer, talk about it? Not talk about it? It would be great if people came with instructions when you met them. "Please don't talk to me about anything uncomfortable." or "Please share with me everything". "I say I am here for ANYTHING, but the truth is, I can't offer you much of anything, I just want to hear your problems so I can feel good about myself." That's a tough-y. There have been those who heard I have cancer and make them self scarce. There have been those who said I'll do anything but then hesitate. I wonder sometimes if I'm being too honest or personal, but this is me and what I think and feel and I blog for me and much as anyone. Okay so to get less personal... ? Had a little cookout tonight and I made SALMON (delish), pork ribs, potato salad, baked beans, corn on the cob, fresh farmer's market salad, and s'mores to top it off. It was great and I really need to give myself more credit as a cook and a foodie. I love food and I love it even more on my good days. I really want to cook dinner for my in-laws again tomorrow, we'll see! Bill to go fishing for trout and I'm thinking of the movies with Lells. God is good and is in the business of healing, healing broken hearted, healing sickness, healing relationships! Thank you Lord and I trust you. I trust you...