Day 7 of Round 5

It's been a week and I'm still not over the nausea. Eating every couple of hours. Tonight it was boiled eggs and grapes. Yes, that's right. Man I could go for anything else! Been watching Food Network and Anthony Bourdains No Reservations all night, for inspiration and cause I'm so hungry. I hate to complain, just hungry and in a day or so I'll have eaten my way through the fair. There's a reason chemo patients GAIN 10 lbs. We'll see. Bill bought me 2-3lb boxes of grapes on Saturday and I finished one and am 1/2 through the other. Seriously. Grapes. Only thing I can seem to eat. Water was going good until Bill got home then I stopped. It helps when he's encouraging, makes me want to keep the fluids. Getting ready to take meds now, I am blessed that food is my issue and not something more. I am blessed where I'm at and that's okay. I didn't get out of bed much today. I told myself if I did then I would have to drink more water. I couldn't get out of bed. Mostly nausea today. Which is weird, cause I should be over this, but if there's one thing I've learned each round different. Each day different. It's about MY journey. This is my journey and everyday I think I can't, I can and do. I am. I am fighting this, God is leading me through. Last night I heard the song, "The Climb". Cheesy I know, but I hear songs in my head when I'm going through a rough place and this is the song I heard. Just gotta keep pushing on. I'm going through the climb of my life, but I'm doing it. Everyday, little by little, step by step. If you ever thought you couldn't, you can, if you ever want to give up, don't, I'm not. I'm fighting this battle, my battle, now you fight yours and we'll do this together. We'll come out together on the other side. Together. Love you, love me, love you, love me.