So! Husband and son have been out moose hunting. They'll be out for another 3 days. Missing them!
Physically I am doing FANTASTIC! Feel normal, (other than a little tired!) I can eat, sleep, READ (a bit dizzy during chemo). Feeling very good and blessed. I am enjoying water, no aches (other than a backache off and on). Mentally I feel strong, getting ready for surgery, which is scheduled for October 4th. I think I'm doing okay with that. It's the actually going to sleep and waking up groggy that scare me. That and I wonder how I'll take missing a breast. I will make it through. Just as I did this summer. I'll make it though and wonder how and realize I couldn't have done it without God. That HE is how I make it through all that I go through. I am so strong and so proud of myself. I never knew I had the inner strength. I guess somehow, somewhere I knew. I am reminded of my last job and a co-worker who told me daily she loved me and what a strong woman I was. I kept listening and started to look at myself that way. Even now when I pass a mirror and see myself and want to think something negative, I stop myself and say "I am a beautiful bald woman!" By the way my hair is growing... little by little. The peach fuzz grows! Tonight my girls and I had wedding dress up with my wedding dress. What fun! Elizabeth said "You married daddy??" Olivia asked how much my wedding dress was. Let's just say I saved for months!Well it's getting to be bed time for some McAnulty princesses! Thanks to all of you who read, it blesses me! Love you, love me, love you, love me.
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