1.4.12 Things we take for granted

Antiperspirant. I miss it. So with radiation, I can't use antiperspirant, because of the chemicals. I can only use this deodorant that's made of organic... anyhow, I know a small thing to complain about, but I don't think, okay, I am. Wearing nice fitting blouses. Can't really do that either cause only have one girl. I know this may see a bit awkward for some of you reading, but I am determined to blog what I think, honestly. Other than these two things, not really much to complain about. When I walk, I have energy. When I feel lazy to pick up my daughter and put her in her seatbelt, or lazy to get myself a drink of water, I remember the days of feeling too sick to do anything and using the bathroom was a CHORE. Now when I am not so glad to do things, I see it differently. Having cancer has made me aware and when my kids are getting to the last nerve, I think of how grateful I am to have kids getting on my last nerve instead of sitting by their bedside as some parent have to with sick kids. Before all of this I wanted another child, and now I am just thankful for the ones I have and that God has blessed me with them. It's good, when I post on facebook, life is good, I don't mean it flagrantly, I mean it earnestly... Life is good, GOD is good. Love you, love me, love you, love me.