12.8.11 A day like no other, so far...:)

So here I sit, my day FILLED like no other. I have gone through every emotion possible today. And I did it with God. Radiation day 4 of 37. But I won't look at numbers. As I sat here earlier...wait, let's back up. Radiation day 4, a good radiation day. They have WARM blankets,(I want a blanket toaster/microwave for Christmas...) my tech told me my doctor ran, RAN, that made me smile. Things are going much better. I let it go and now...God is so amazing. He gives us love when we ask... I then headed over to the clinic for my blood draw. Props go out to Vanessa my wonderful nurse over there! Bill brought me home. I wanted to stop at my sisters but alas didn't mention to Bill before it was too late. Got home did a couple of small chores, sat in bed read through facebook, had a good cry, prayed God would be with me. I felt so alone. I tried calling a couple of people before I realized God wanted me to call Him. I did. I cried. I missed my mom and just wanted a hug. It was then I felt, FELT my head on my heavenly father's shoulder. I wiped my tears, put on a movie and relaxed. After the movie I finished the load of laundry, sat in bed, read through facebook and had a good, a GOOD cry. A thankful cry. A cry of thankfulness. I had my God here today, no one else and He blessed me. I made it through a day like no other. There was nothing special about today, other than the fact that it was just me and God. And I found myself to be content in that.

"I have learned to live with much and I have learned to live with little. In any and all things I have learned the secret of being content-wether well-fed or hungry, wether in abundance or in need. I'am able to do all things through Him who strengthens me." Phil 4:12-13

What a totally new refreshing lesson for me. I always thought this scripture had to do with money or finances or materialist things... but today it meant a day like no other, yet a day almost (ALMOST) no different then any other. How was YOUR day? Love you, love me, love you, love me.