12.1.11 Stir Crazy

So my "cabin fever" got me... I ventured out today. Walmart, Alaska Raw Fur, McDonalds and Freddies. I am beat! My throat isn't hurting as bad, so that's good. What I was surprised at was that I still have a lack of energy and I wasn't as upbeat. Normally on my good days when I'm out I'm singing really loud in the car and just FULL of energy. I was so happy today, yet just didn't have the ENERGY to sing or dance. It felt so weird and so SAD! I refuse to let this get me down though. I won't WILL NOT get depressed over this! It's too easy with all the meds and chemo and cancer to get depressed so I WILL NOT! I so wanted to stop by and see friends/ family, but didn't want their babies to get sick! Plus I only had an hour and half to run errands and try and visit. Maybe tomorrow. It's suppose to warm up to 30' Sunday. Heat wave! Blessed to have warmer weather and even more blessed for family and friends! Love you, love me, love you, love me!