3.29.12 Past Today

Sometimes, I allow myself to think past today. Like when a commercial comes on and says, "Please tell your doctor..." and I think, for the rest of my life instead of saying I have breast cancer, or I had breast cancer, I will say I am a ____ year survivor. :) My good thought for the day. Today was another up/ down day physically. I was thinking about negitivity and how sometimes I can see just the negitive posts and other times I don't even let them bother me. I don't ever try and tell people how to feel. Each person is going to feel differently about different circumstances and that's okay. I think that combined with the fact that I don't like confrontation. I am still bothered by the folks who said I was a drama queen sometime ago. Wonder why this is rearing it's ugly head now? I am who I am. I have what I have. I'm going to be positive and spread smiles, no matter how crappy I feel, but if I feel crappy I will seek out someone who can take the crap and let me, be me. If you could also remind me to not waste too much time being angry... :) Love you, love me, love you, love me