11.21.12 Round 2 Day 15~ Rough one

Another rough day. I should know by now, but I enjoy my good days too much to complain too much about my bad. Sleep is avoiding me. I do believe only those with insomnia will know. I always thought, "Oh, but then you get to watch TV or play on the computer or read or SOMETHING." I now have a deep respect for those who suffer from insomnia. It hurts to be awake when you are SO tired. You don't have the energy to do anything. And as I spoke earlier about energy, good things make you FEEL good and bring up your energy, negative things just bring you down. Me, bring me down. And therein lies another issue, this whole menopause thing. Talk about weird emotions! Going from crying to laughing to screaming inside and out. Poor Bill gets a big part of it. Please keep him in your prayers. It may seem like I don't complain much, but that's because Bill gets the brunt of it. I am continuing in prayer and pray over myself when I start to feel this way. Lots of love to you all. Love you, love me, love you, love me.