Two days after Christmas. What a wonderful Christmas it was! Family, my brother and dad and all the kids! It was a blessing for sure! I was dead tired, but managed to finished up the cooking with the teenagers help.
Dinner surpassed even my expectation! Candle-light with Prime Rib! It was delightful, although I had heard the entire "Elf" movie re-enacted for the 2nd or 3rd time, I reminded myself in a year or two I would want to hear it over and over and hear the laughing!
It is now two days later and my body is so tired of being in bed. My joints ache to the strongest. Pain shoots in and out of joints. I'm never quiet sure where it will start. the last 24 hours it has been my hips. I wince in pain and wish for tears to fall, but it's not that kind of pain. More of a quick ache, sometimes and lately in my right elbow it stays, until I can handle the pain no longer and only wish I can cut it off. Usually a moment or two after that the pain subsides. It has been 3 weeks since my last pain pill. I just cannot take them anymore. After a year of taking them, my body, MY MIND says no more. I want a clear mind and will not let them control me. I am looking for more homeopathic remedies. Please keep me in your prayers.
My other complaints are just that, added on complaints. Usually when I get this way I can find no good in anything or anyone. I have to learn to no trust what I feel, but what I know to be true during these times. I learn to count my blessings. You, my kids are one of them. I am so blessed to have W. O. and E. here in my life. And for Bill and his patience. Through or\ur martial struggles, we find strength in each other. The romance is still there and still in bloom. I love you my love, with an everlasting love....
Love you, love me,love you, love me
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