I won't ever promise all good days, and I won't promise all bad days. I will promise to be strong and as I have told my kids, "I will fight". Cancer may make me feel sick or tired or hurt, but it will not take away my fight to live and be the best person that God has created me to be. God will see me through every minute!
From my journal...
Why do days differ so much? Maybe to teach me that God's love is consistent. When my body, appetite, energy are not, God is. The woman with the issue of blood! At times I want to ask why, but I stop myself. God knows and I want to trust Him. Today I had energy, an appetite, but yet I couldn't seem to move. I didn't feel as nauseated. Starting to feel locked in my body. But I have to remember I'm not. I'm... God is killing the cancer. He already did 2000 years ago on the cross. By His stripes I am healed. I've been reflecting on what I've been through in my life, and God has helped me, been with me every step of the way and He will not leave me or forsake me. He's not done with me yet! Thank you Lord! Just as I am. Lord, Lord. Help me to make it through, trusting you. All the way. I love you Lord. I love you.
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