Visualize...

by Rhonda McAnulty on Tuesday, May 24, 2011 at 7:17am

 I'm SURE I'll share less and less as the months go by, but for now, I share! Not as anxious as yesterday/last night. Looking forward to now, and breakfast! When I'm sitting in the chair I will think about the chair. I will remember, "Chemo is killing the cancer and I am overcoming chemo!" Wow! It's amazing to see that strength in myself! It's amazing to feel that strength in myself! My focus point during hard times is a visualization of riding in the boat with my kids, uncle Edmund, Aunty and mom. I drove the boat for them one time for berry picking. For all of you living outside of Alaska, this is a wonderful experience, to ride out on the Minto Flats on a sunny day. The boat is open and you feel free. Another visualization is fishing at this little lake on the Richardson highway with my husband and kids. It's so quiet and the sun shines brightly. Then the excitement picks up as someone screams "I got one daddy! I got one Bill" and Bill tries not to get upset that he spends %70 of the time untangling, removing a fish, putting bait on or helping someone to cast vs actually fishing. And in the end he's not upset at all. We enjoy a lunch on the way home at the edge of another lake. This is where Bill actually gets to fish as I set up our table and the kids play. These are what I visualize on a blue or rainy or cold, wintery day. Thank you Lord of blue or cold or rainy or wintery days, these are days you remind me so vividly of the sunshiney days! "The sun is always there, it's just whether we choose to see it or not..." Love you fb friends!