11.10.11 Another lump

It's taken me a few days to write this, to wrap my brain around it... I found another lump. My heart aches. Another lump in my breast. The only breast I have left. I found it Tuesday, told Bill Wednesday saw my doctor today. She felt it as well. This is frustrating. Angry, yes. Very. Angry at cancer. Angry that it's doing this to me. Angry that... ah! I don't even want to give my time and energy about talking about it. This really sucks. It stinks. I called Anchorage to tell my Oncologist and figure out what to do next. Bill says if cancer has taught us anything it's that we CAN'T guess what's going to happen next. I DO know that people are praying. I love you all. Love you, love me, love you, love me.