11.9.11 Radiology Set-up

As I lay on the table for radiology to find where my radiation will be, I wonder, is this me? Am I really here? How did this happen? When did this happen? Then I bring myself to reality and slow my mind. I also had a CT scan which brought the whole appointment to an hour and a half. The best part of today was realizing I could leave my three year old with my twelve year old. What a good kid and wonderful babysitter! I also got to see an old boss, who made my DAY! Reminising about the younger years, being a young mom, wife and co-worker. God has brought me so far! Today was a difficult day, more of that later. But I am here, I am smiling and I am going to keep going and going and going! Bill says "There is no other option". Love you, love me, love you, love me!