10.11.12 Surgery Day

The day I have been dreading for weeks. I already posted about fears so today wasn't a dread. I remember checking in, signing the last minute paperwork. My nurse Rosemary coming to get me. Medicine. The OR, sliding over to the other bed mask covering face slipping off to sleep. Then..."Rhonda, Rhonda, wake up your surgery is over." Relief. Relief. Kids. My kids. I get to see my kids. I get to see Bill. I get to see my brother, sisters and dad. I'm here. I'm here. woozy. Waking up. Sleep. In my room. Nurse. IV. Leg squeeze thingys. Time? Who cares. I'm here. I get to see my kids. I get to see my kids. Rachelle. Mindona. Candy. Heather. Eric. Dad. Bill...Bill..Bill. I spend most of the day woozy but get to call my sisters I am SO glad. I have NEVER felt more happier to be ALIVE. ALIVE! Love you, love me, love you, love me.