10.14.12 Sunday Dinner

Nothing says Sunday to me, more than Sunday dinner with family. Be family here or there. I'm not the biggest fan of a certain Italian restaurant. I have had great Italian food I guess. I have a friend AM who is ITALIAN AND A GREAT COOK. She spoiled me. But this dinner was good nonetheless. We got to spend time with my brother in law, sister-in-law and nephew. We shopped first. I have to say I'm not a fan of wheelchairs, but it got me around and that's okay. I think growing up with a mother who was blind, it never really occured to me that people stare. It wasn't until later in life and after she was diagnosed that I was like hey, people are staring...So the wheelchair stares didn't really bother me. I am now in a state of "Oh, they see I had breast cancer and have no boobs". Which to know think about it. No one knows. And by the way, why am I trying to read people's minds. Let them...EAT CAKE! I also think a lot about other people and "why? Why did she go ALL the way through life without cancer?" Another useless thought, cause it will just send me in a tizzy trying to figure it out and I'll end up VERY crabby at other people and they didn't know what on EARTH I'm thinking... Okay, my mind is free from these thoughts, release, let go...good-bye and love you, love me, love you, love me.