From my journal
I had my first appt. at 10:45AM this morning and I got there and it had been changed to tomorrow. I was so upset and and angry. But I was reminded that God is in control and He has a plan. We went to the hospital to figure out my schedule, it was there we ran into family members. They were there for my aunt who just had surgery last week! Had my appointment not been rescheduled I would've never got to see them. My aunty told me to think positive, not to think the other way. That was SO re-assuring! She gave me strength, God have her to give me strength! I miss my kids. I'm really focusing on my tests and recovery but I have moments deep moments where I miss them! They are staying at my sister's. On another note, tomorrow first thing MRI. I am more ready than I have been since I first heard I have to have one. (Let's throw a little claustrophobia in the mix, shall we?)
No comments:
Post a Comment