What a beautiful Sunday. My goal was to get through it proclaiming, HE IS RISEN! and I believe I did! But this is not to say I didn't have a few difficult moments...
From my journal
Suffering a bit from trying to get out, feeling blue. I need to separate the attention -vs- the disease. Crazy I know. (But it's still VERY early in my diagnosis..) So feeling like I'm already suffering when God has already given so much!
Weird to think about chemo, implants, surgery. It feels almost surreal. Like I'm going to wake up from this horrible dream. I really do. So today felt like a dream. I mean right now it feels like a dream. Today was wonderful with my sisters. After talking with Bill about some feelings, I feel like I'm going to make it. God is with me and I'm going to MAKE it. God is with me, I am unique and I don't have to worry about what others think. I can choose who to have support me.
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