Minto, Truly in Love

I get the call after lunch with Bill. We've already made plans to go to Minto. My appointment is for Tuesday. I call my sisters and don't get the response I am hoping for regarding my kids. I hope for them to say in North Pole and to go school. But neither of my sisters see, to (or are able to) care for them. We decide to take our kids to Anchorage with us. I let go and am determined to trust God. He'll take care of the school work/ homework, finances. All of it. As we decide this I am still angry. I call a friend of mine and express my anger. Not that I want a solution. I just want to vent I decide to over over this and to let go my my anger. We drive to Minto that afternoon/ evening. I expect to be staying in the house/ cabin I have inherited but there is no electricity, therefore no heat. Rather than be angry we stay at my aunty's. That night there is a dance and I go and hug each friend/ family member. I hug them and think of my secret and put on a smile. I am not in pain but don't like this feeling of not sharing. I listen to the old country music and am loving the moment next to my husband. We dance and I am truly in love. For my sisters, I love you and I understand now, I am not angry anymore and love you both so very much. I am so thankful God has put us together! I wouldn't have chosen any other women!