Doctor's Orders

I received my orders. We talked about it, my sister, dad and husband. I felt sooo disconnected. Like we were talking about someone else. I kept thinking who are we talking about. We leave for Anchorage tomorrow. MRI, Pet Scan/ BONE SCAN, ONCOLOGY Consult, CAT SCAN, Surgery consult, special diet. I am sooo scared! I just want to go to sleep and wake up okay. Normal. My kids... My kids! I was doing laundry today and though I love doing this for them. I am caring for them. I called my other sister. "Nothing is a surprise to God" I can do all things through Christ." "Cast your cares" "Be anxious for nothing. I am feeling much better. I am praying for strength though the next week.