From my journal
Woke up very early, spent the day with my baby Lelly Jo. Cleaning, cleaning, cleaning! So proud of my clean house! Lord thank you for the strength and ability to clean my house! The plane ride was a bit scary in some spots. I miss my kids. I can't feel God...I feel empty and alone, but I know I can't rely on feelings, (human body). I have to trust. Lord I'm going to go through this for you. Please, please make your presence known to me. I can't do this alone. I need you. I need you more and I've ever needed anyone or anything!! Lord I don't want to be dishonest or fake with you. I wan you to know my heart and to know me. Come to me, make yourself known to me. come to me, make yourself known to me. Forgive me for treating others badly and for thoughts that are all about me. Help me not to be selfish. Help me to give and receive what you have for me. I put myself in your hands because you are bigger than... and I trust you and you alone. You love me and my heart. I am close to your heart (Psalm 148:14)
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