Taken from my journal....
I have been diagnosed with Breast Cancer. But Breast Cancer does not have me. My dr. in Anchorage called about 5:15. "It's not good news..." I have felt afraid, I've cried. I've felt sad. I've felt sorry. I've cried for myself for my family, for Bill. I felt weak and strong and angry and I've made myself laugh. All in the span of 4-1/2 hours. Now I want to sleep. I thought I'd be prepared for this but nothing could have. My mind hopes I will go to sleep and wake up and it will have beena sick joke. But I remind myself, "One day at a time." Today I will make it through today and I will remember that God is with me and that HE knows.
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